Monologue –
I’m running out of words to pray, i took so much time to reset my life but in just one look,
I’m back. I’m between trying to live my life and trying to run away from it. I make lots of
sense but you wouldn’t understand me. My thoughts are killing me, my mind is full of
unsaid things, I’m always dreaming, even midnight isn’t dark enough for me to hide my
broken pieces, I feel like a used condom. I like my bed more than i like most people, no
one cares, they are just pretending, the whole university is obsessed with who’s well
dressed and who’s having sex. I’m in a school where the students are higher than the
grades, a school where we all hate ourselves, a school where the lecturers tell us to get
enough sleep, to study and don’t forget to attend parties.
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#Beginning
I’m here out in the walkway, after having Soc 101 panic attack. Bleep it. I wish i had a
license to kill Yemi, he is insolently, conceitedly, airily and pretentiously rude, i did not
even brush my teeth or wash my face. The lecturer had said there would be a test but i
never fated it to be this soon and there was no broadcast on the level WhatsApp group or
a groupthink that could give a hint on the impromptu test. Yemi has sent me a text that
morning saying Soc 101 test would commence in 30 minutes, i wouldn’t have swallowed if
it were other lecturers but its Mr Badmus am talking about here; don’t assume i would tell
you about him, you can ask from those with impotent c.g.p.a. i hurried myself to school, it
was a Saturday so there was easy entry and exit of taxis/buses. I arrived school in the
space of 20 minutes after which i board a Napep straight to SSLT. Everywhere was silence,
i thought they had started writing test, tear dropped from my eyes, i held my head in
disbelief that i was going to lose 40 marks like that, so i walked into the theatre only to
find it vacant. It felt unreal, so i leg out and walked in again, i was still there when i
received another text from yemi, “sorry, it was a prank”. I boiled in rage that i had to just
cry, yemi must pay for this, i said. And since there was nothing i could get busy with, i left
for home.
All i need now is a 7hr sleep since today started in a bad way, am just so tired, angry and
hungry, it’s felt like 3 different people in one body. I got to my door and tried using the
door knob to open the door but it refused to open. I could hear sound from the inside, i
wonder what’s going on in my room or maybe there’s a thief inside since i left it unlocked
in the morning because of the test. I asked Jubril, the guy opposite my room if he knows or
saw anyone entering into my room, he said yemi came with a girl, ooooh my god. Why is
Yemi doing this to me Nàaa!! I took Jubril’s pad lock and keys and use them to lock the
door from the outside. I was locking the door when the girl started to shout; kill me baby,
chock me baby, Oooouch; are the words coming out from the girl’s mouth.
What’s is this life turning to, your parents are somewhere praying for you to live long but
you’re in guy’s house screaming and begging death to come for you. I began to map out
plans on how to have Yemi pay for his deeds, his first offence was making me leave my
comfort zone on a false pretence, second is the prank and thirdly, the hunger he made me
feel. I got a chair and sat at the door, i gave them time to enjoy themselves, i don’t like
disturbing people, but, they’ll meet me here. I sent someone to buy me Amala with
succulent Ponmo and a cow joystick (oko-eran) at Iya Yusuf restaurant with two bottles of
water. It all amount to 1,300; i also gifted the boy i sent on errand 200 naira making it
1,500, i bought a 500 naira card using gt mobile to make it 2,000. Its very boring outside
and i needed something to keep my company so i wouldn’t be deep in sleep by the time
they are through. The thought of peeping on them came to my mind, i bought the idea, but
there was no loop hole at the door or anywhere on the wall so i walk to the back of the
house to check if the window was open.
I got a positive result, the window was open for cross ventilation, i could see them clear in
3d view, i used that opportunity to take few pictures and videos, who knows if it could
come handy one day. They were having doggie, Yemi was ramping the girl from behind,
both sweating profusely, his dick could be mistaken for a turning stick, he maintained a
close pace trusting in and out rhyming with the girl’s movement, he is so engulfe d in the
act, his right hand was on the girl’s shoulder, he probably was using it to assist his
position and the left hand, on the left breast of the unknown girl, folding and squeezing
the life out of it. She has an average round breast, small like a comp uter mouse with the tip
looking like a pencil tip. They changed in to the lazy girl sex angle, the girl now have her
back on bed, yemi lifts both legs up holding the two with his hands, changed his condoms
and thrusting in at the same time. He has no chill, he must have used tramadol, but the
girl was not complaining, imagine someone’s daughter in the hands of a desperate fucker.
I watched closely as they prepare for flip trap, all these recorded on phone. Yemi
demanded for mouth action and the girl knelt to do the job and guess what.
About 3 Days Ago:
My favourite chick had told me earlier that there wouldn’t be any show tonight, i can’t
stand the sight of blood! Guys should understand. I needed someone to play with, alone,
with me and her in a dark room. I tried calling Dolapo, a 400 level student of sociology,
she’s confidently blessed in front, short with heavy duty and her backs ide like a 5kg bag of
rice. Dolapo is not ugly nor pretty, short or tall, slim or fat, she has no correct description,
god must have been short of building materials while moulding her, she’s the definition of
incomplete job. But guys like me don’t care, as long as she’s got the thing. I dialed her
number to ask if she would be free tonight but her phone was off. Maybe i should go for
Gbonjubola, Gbonju is a later version of Dolapo, it would be disrespectful to say she has a
“breast”, what she carries on her chest is more than that, it’s a two human head. I went to
the department to check on her, saw her discussing with Oyin and Balikis. Calling her out
wouldn’t be cool to her friends so I let her be.
It’s getting dark already, i got to block 10, bought Viju with doughnuts at the kiosk, at least
it would help calm my thing from rising. Fellowship was going on at Amphi-Theatre so i
walked upstairs to feed my eyes and watch life event. I so much love the sight of what i
saw, she’s extremely sexy, the way she held the microphone made me hot, my thing began
to rise, i dipped a hand into my pocket to stop my joystick from showing. A lady was
singing praises, a very pretty lady at that. She’s a distraction, my main attraction. A look at
her makes my heartbeat rise, these feelings aren’t lies. I was going to wait till the end of
the program to talk to her and have her number, she’s worth the time, I’m willing to wait
forever.
To wine away time, i reached for my phone, to stream for some blue films online. I typed
(Brazzers720p.pw). in the address box, it’s been awhile i watched Vienna beg for her
Puzzy, I wonder how she’s still got tight a one after countless bangs from skilled veterans
like Muze, Kelly, Ryan and the rest. I love how she screams and laugh at the same time,
her ability to give first class mouth action and suck the life out of a dick. She’s just 26yr old
and has banged not less than 46 guys, i searched for new videos and one caught my
attention. In that video, she acted the nurse who would do anything to save a dying
patient, Tommie was rushed into the operating room, he was said to have been in coma for
2 weeks. He was loosing pulse so they had to operate him immediately, Vienna was
confused on what to do, she placed her stethoscope on Tommie’s chest to know his heart
status. His heart was racing, she needed to operate him immediately, so she tore his shirt
but was having problem pulling off his trousers, she started to loose the belt then began to
pull off the trouser, now, she has the boxer to contend with. She held the boxer by the tip,
Mistakingly touching Tommie’s dick. While she touched, Tommie’s eye opened, she was
so surprised and was willing to repeat the step, it happened over and over again and now
she had started to stroke the dick, but unfortunately, it was then the fellowship came to an
end and i had to meet with the girl before she goes off sight. The girl had started to walk
towards the school library when i stopped her. Hey, you’re too pretty to be walking alone,
hope you don’t mind me walking you anywhere, i asked! She said ok. I introduced myself
to her as Yinka, she introduced herself as precious. We spoke for a very long-time after
which we exchanged numbers and bid ourselves bye.
Fast Forward
I wish i never knew previous, i never thought she could be involved in the act, i thought
she was differently decent, she looked like one who has never been with a guy. I was
heart-broken, aghast and stressed. I cleansed my eye with an handkerchief. Precious is the
girl. She has been the one with Yemi all these while, i couldn’t believe she was the one
sucking Yemi’s dick, she was sucking like a pro, looking straight into Yemi’s eye, he was
speaking in tongues but i was still outside, watching Yemi and precious have sex, i made
sure the act were recorded, i took more pictures but it still wasn’t enough. I have to watch
it to the end! Yemi ask her to lay flat as he began to suck the breast like his life depends on
it, he was sucking and bleeping at the same time. Precious hands by now are on Yemi’s
bottom pressing and smashing, urging him to go harder and faster, he did all that and
over performed to her expectations sef, that he had use his hand to cover her mouth to
prevent her from should and disturbing neighbours.
Yemi reached climax after 48 minutes but precious wasn’t happy about it, she said she
hasn’t had enough and he had no right to cum when she’s not tired yet. See pesin pikin.
Yemi said nothing but only gave her a lip kiss! They began to dress up after which yemi
tried opening the door, lol.
I took two last shot before i went back to the door step, i met Jubril there trying to help
Yemi open the door, i held his hand, stopping him from having it open. Yemi had started
shouting for help. Jubril told him i refused to allow him open the door, it was then he
started begging. I told jubril to tell him to call my line that i don’t want my voice to be
heard. He did, and i spoke to him on how unfortunate and ugly he has made my day, he
was just saying sorry and spewing trash. I told him to help himself, he said how,? I told
him to give me five thousand naira cash! He said i was crazy thinking i was joking and
saying he would break down my door if i don’t open the door, i told him i was going to
forward some pictures of what he just did with precious to his dad and mum and print
pictures of it and paste it around his faculties after taking it to security division on
campus. He immediately went mute begging that i shouldn’t do so that he was sorry. But i
was not listening, i wanted 5k cash, 2k for the Amala and the card, 1k for playing with my
emotion, 1k for using my room and finally, one 1k for playing prank on me making it 5k.
He said he has only 500naira on him but i know who i was dealing with, Yemi lies alot. I
told him i would be going out very soon and he dare not bring my door down if he doesn’t
want to face Tanke. He accepted but said the phone he uses for mobile transfers was dead,
i told him to check my box for power bank and have his phone charged. 7minutes later, he
requested for my account number and sent me 4k. I immediately returned the 4k back to
his account demanding he pays 5k. He eventually did.
I had to give Jubril the key and told him to open the door after 10 minutes after which i
would have secured a bike to to a safe place. I don’t want to be the one to open the door or
look precious in the face, that girl own na another day!
I went to parrot cafe at Muritala to have the pictures and videos stored on my mail, i
copied precious number from my contact and use google map to get her residential
address and other information. I printed couple of pictures and put them in envelop with
my number at the back after which i went to her neighbourhood. With the help of a boy. I
left the picture with a woman who sells provisions in precious’s compound.
I patiently await her call.
I got back from precious’s place around 9pm. Everywhere was silent and peaceful but my
mind wasn’t. I muse over the past events, bringing out my phone to watch the videos,
what a sight, her clitoris was neatly shaved, meaty and inviting. Blood gushed through my
veins, i was sex starved. I tried bringing myself to sleep but sleep wasn’t coming. There’s
still time, i said. I picked my keys and left for Ariya guest hotel, coca cola Rd, Taiwo. It’s
one of the best place that is blessed with cheap hookers, you’ll get short-time and full time
at a very cheap price, the least they charge for per-time is 1k but if you can bargain
confidently, there might be a discount of 500naira. I mounted a bike from Maraba junction
to captain cook after which i crossed over to the other side to withdraw some cash from
first bank; first bank is just opposite captain cook, beside captain cook is the road to Ariya
hotel.
I felt something was not right, but i don’t know what, i was doubting if it was my
conscience or something else. I don’t feel safe, so i looked back to be sure if where i was is
healthy wise. As i looked back, three guys awkwardly changed their direction. I tried
starring for more seconds but they were stylishly looking towards my direction. I needed
to know if i was their main attraction so i took a right turn beside first ban k, and started to
walk straight into the street. These guys followed the same direction. I stopped abruptly to
look behind, and again, they pretend to be doing something else. I don’t know what to
expect, can’t predict their next action and i wasn’t willing to take any risk. I immediately
reached for my phone, scrolling through my contact, i found sultan’s number and gave
him a call,
Sultan is a responsible thug, always scouting for means to make it big. The most feared in
town, the only harm in harm’s way. The devil himself, having the key to hell’s gate. While
people were singing praises, he was at a corner of the church, masturbating. He
downloads porn from the net, with the church’s wi-fi. He changes hoe, same way he
changes clothes. He only cares about making money, bleeping bitches and banging hoes.
Me: Hello sultannnn
Sultan: My guy, wetin dea,
Me: Boss you may lose me any moment from now oo, some guys seems to be jealous of
my existence.
Sultan: Hahahahahah, you’re too young to die. Who dem be
Me: Anonymous oooo
Sultan: You too like play, dem born dem?
Me: My life no be toy, i no fit joke with am.
Sultan: Where you dea now, weather you fit carry them come iya yetunde restaurant, na
there we dea.
Me: Abeg i go want make you discipline them for me.
Sultan: OK. Carry them enter the building wea dea behind. We go dea there.
Me: OK boss. Thanks
I gained confidence, increased my step making them assume i want to run away and they
hurriedly move closer immediately matching up with my pace. A bus suddenly blocked
me in front and the guys pushed me inside the bus covering my face and mouth,
preventing me from seeing their faces or making a sound. I felt darkness everywhere, i
could feel my heart racing like it was going to leave my body. I began to hate myself, i hate
the fact that everything i do is monitored and my safe places are invaded by people who
don’t understand how much privacy means to me.
To be Continued
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